Rainy days

My life feels like a rainy day right now. Maybe it's because it is raining today. And yesterday. And tomorrow..... I'm just totally flabbergasted at, what seems to be, everyone's faith but my own. My friends have so much to be unhappy about and yet they're still cheery. Or at least that's the face they are showing. 

I have been feeling down for the last couple days and there is no reason for it. I have lots of stuff in life. I'm almost engaged to the most amazing guy on the planet, I'm making lots of money at work, I'm commuting and able to be home every night..... But I still feel crappy. I think I know why. My relationship with God is non-existent. I want it to be there, but I just can't seem to get it. It just won't click! 

All well, back the the drawing board and keep on working I suppose. Prayers are appreciated.