Rainy days

My life feels like a rainy day right now. Maybe it's because it is raining today. And yesterday. And tomorrow..... I'm just totally flabbergasted at, what seems to be, everyone's faith but my own. My friends have so much to be unhappy about and yet they're still cheery. Or at least that's the face they are showing. 

I have been feeling down for the last couple days and there is no reason for it. I have lots of stuff in life. I'm almost engaged to the most amazing guy on the planet, I'm making lots of money at work, I'm commuting and able to be home every night..... But I still feel crappy. I think I know why. My relationship with God is non-existent. I want it to be there, but I just can't seem to get it. It just won't click! 

All well, back the the drawing board and keep on working I suppose. Prayers are appreciated. 

Really boring post to satisfy the masses

Long time no blog. As always for me. Claire made comments about me using colours, so I'll have to do that often. I am not getting enough overtime at work right now.... I was hoping to get 12 hours a day this week. Kind of crazy huh? I want to work 7am-7pm. There must be something wrong with my brain. 

I'm missing everyone.... Caro is gone to Belize, and Claire is off at the lake. Beth has moved aways, and Kitten is always working. Then again I suppose I am too.  

Oooo.... I suppose this might be interesting. Did y'all know, I'm working with nuclear materials? I'm doing density testing for my job right now. It uses a gauge with fancy radioactive materials in it. Don't ask me how it works. I'm still trying to figure it out. So yeah, if I have an extra arm the next time you see me, no worries. I'll get workers compensation. :P Actually, really no worries. It's a really really low dosage. I shouldn't even grow an extra hair. Or lose one.

I miss you all lots and lots. We never got any of those sleepovers together. :( Lots of prayers for me if you guys can. I'm tired a lot, and there is a bunch of stuff in my life right now. Thanks tons guys! 

Till next time....